Lowest..

What a day..Current mood at the lowest..

Piano lesson was hope-crushing..4 more days, can I make it?? Can I control myself?? Can I be more careful?? Can I continue to hope??

7/12...I broke the record..sigh.

Feeling quite lost now..Should I continue to strive?? For the next, and for the last..The next seems impossible..it has always been impossible..The last, I shall just keep my fingers crossed...

Really down now..=(

Left-handed..Should I be happy or disappointed..Shall just keep my mouth shut. That's it. All to myself..